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Roller Coaster I look at the world like frost in a windowpane, confused, unseeing, and I wait for a solution which will never come. Bipolars either Go! Go! Go! or wait. I went pretty hard last month and now they've gotten me back onto anti-depressants in addition to the Neurontin and Klonopin and the occasional Xanax. I'm waiting for the morbid morose gothic weird deadly to overtake me and the anti-depressants are meant to help get me back on my feet, stabilize me. Wellbutrin didn't work out too well, so it's back to Paxil, the wonderful libido killer of the universe. I see the world through eyes glazed over searching for relief from the ungodly pain fuck the stigma I just want normalcy.
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