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Bull I know a man, an artist with contemporary style, who is enamored with elephant turds. He chooses to confide in me, explains to me the process: the molding, shaping, curing as the shit takes form. I feel his passion, the adrenaline rush of his artistry in motion. I attend an exhibit in his honor where Harvard-educated and big bespectacled experts come to admire his elephant turds, which have been transformed into flags, bookshelves, even schoolchildren. It looks like bullshit to me. Thoughts drift to tomorrow's poetry workshop, where I'm the impostor, not a real poet, my lines as flat and dry as the Mojave. The real poets drench their paper in rich symbolism, literary allusion, and mythology. They twist and sculpt their words like my friend with his elephant turds, turning something into something else. Sounds like bullshit to me, but tomorrow might be the day I become one of them by osmosis; so I'll take my place again, like some fat, stubborn rock, waiting to sprout flowers from no roots. So far, no matter how hard I try to see things differently, the sun, to me, just shines; the sky is only blue, and sometimes, yes sometimes, it just plain rains.
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